Here is the deepest secret nobody knows

( Thirty Days of Sharing )

day 02 → your favourite movie

thirty days of sharing

( Thirty Days of Sharing  )

day 01 → your favourite song
My favourite song for the longest time now has been It had to be you by Motion City Soundtrack. It has been my ringtone for so long and when I discovered the acoustic track, I love that one just as much. I never get sick of this song, even though I abuse it like crazy. It's one of those songs that are so fun to sing, and the music video is so adorable. :) I just really love this song.

( It Had To Be You -- MCS )

My sister's boyfriend's friend used to wear glasses and had like 400 degrees. He had a wife that would make him this special Chinese herbal drink and he drank it religiously for a year or something. He doesn't wear glasses anymore :) so now my sister and I are trying it to. My nursing science background tells me this is bogus, but my 600 degree eyes and Asian upbringing says HELL YESSSS I'M TRYING IT!

This is what it looks like. My sister says the Golgi berries are bitter..but that I should munch on the chrysanthemum flowers? If you're thinking wtf, guess what I'm thinking, haha.

Due to my high workload and overall laziness, I fell really behind in my manga readings. In lecture I found out that TRC had an epilogue up already and I freaked out a bit. So in my 3 hour lecture, I read it all. I cannot believe it ended. I feel all melancholic and weird. I also can't remember bits and pieces of it. Like how is the timeline for Syao/Saku vs. CLONE!Syao/Saku? I really don't remember. And I stopped reading XXXHolic so I am really confused with the whole Watanuki and Yuuko stuff. Still, the ending is so bittersweet. I had dreams about it during my nap. ): It made me sad and angry. Damn it Clamp, if you can do fan service by shoving CCS!Saku into the story, you can definitely fan service by throwing in more than hugs! I'm so sad the story ended!! T_____T

I die.


P.S: I got a new syaoran moodtheme byjlarinda :)

I just came home from going to Starbucks with Elise, Derek, Shirley, and Mel B.
( MESSED UP STUFF! )

Felt like the beginning of a really fudged up teen horror film ): I will always, for the rest of my life (as long as I remember this memory anyways) wonder WHY and WHO would do such a crazy messed up thing. That was honestly so weird and creepy.

I finished reading the Perks of Being a Wallflower by Stephen Chbosky yesterday. It was a really...emotional book. I'm not quite sure if it's one of those books that I'd classify under favourites or love, but it was a very good book. It's very similar to Catcher in the Rye and I'm still not quite sure where I stand with that book either. It makes you all sad and melancholic but the end of the book gives you some hope but uncertainty about the future...it kinda just leaves you the way you wish it wouldn't. I'm not sure anyone will understand what I am trying to say, haha.

( No chance, no way, I won't say it. )

Nothing else really to say. I mean, there are, but I really shouldn't write about them on Lj. 
I can't even admit them to myself.

 It is a work in progress, but in a while, I`ll be over you and then there won`t be a problem anymore.

I borrowed Love in time of the Cholera from the library. I really liked it but I had so much readings to do from classes that I never got to finish it before it was due. I`m so sad. I really wanna know how it ends. I`m such a sucker for romance novels (especially a tragic one!). 

In ethics lecture right now. So bored. As bad of a philosophy teacher as Bower was, I've already learned all this philosophy stuff in grade 11. That surprises me because I thought Bower taught me nothing. Why am I paying for school anyways? This class is so pointless. YAWWWWN. Actually, most of my classes are pointless. Yesterday I did a quiz on bed making. I got 12/15. Kind of pathetic, but considering I never make my bed (let alone a hospital bed) I guess I did fairly well. ): It's so nice outside, I can't believe I'm wasting away in this class.

Can you tell I feel pretty depressed atm? Siiighh.

Gah! I haven't updated in so long! Haven't had the energy to write anything about my life. It's boring enough as it is sitting in lecture, I don't want to regurgitate it onto livejournal. I can't even remember most of the past 3-4 weeks. It's sad because it's like life is wasting away. Thank god it's flying by though, I can't stand sitting in those lectures if it went all the went to June like public school did!

College is making me poor, anti-social, breaking out, and draining all my energy. I hope everyone is doing okay!

I miss everyone. ♥ Come back soon. ):

Recently I've been sucked into doing a bunch of things I loved when I was younger. Visiting parks, riding bikes, talking about old times, playing Neopets and other childish games... But most of all, it's watching tv shows, listening to music, and reading stories that I've long forgotten about.

The other day I saw someone wearing a Rugrats shirt of Reptar and it brought back an epic chain of random childhood moments. Rugrats lead to YTV to Brainwash (which totally was replaced by The Zone, tho no one seems to remember!) which lead to Arthur  to me remembering this one very scarring phone call I received, while watching Arthur...There was a creepy, custy man on the phone that asked an 8 year old me whether or not I liked hard penises. Scared me shitless. Sexual predators need to stay the fuck away. ):

( CCS RANT! )

It's not my fault I like cliché stories that involve bets or rival gangs or kingdoms and clans and betrothals or throwing cards around that whip out magic!!!! Sometimes, I wish life was much more interesting like this..but I guess that's why I love reading the fanfics (:

HARRY POTTER AND THE HALF BLOOD PRINNNCEEEEEE was so funny :D I never got around to reading the 6th and 7th book because during the wait after the 5th one I lost interest BUT after watching the movie, I think I may give it a chance again. The 5th book was very boring and kind of a filler in the whole series but I must have missed something because there was so much awkward teenage tension and drama in this installment! I love it. It's like they're grown up and suddenly they see the opposite sex. HEHE so funny. I love Ron and Hermione.

I always thought that Malfoy and Hermie were some kind of ..forbidden love thing that was bound to happen or be hinted at, but I guess that's just fanfiction revving up my imagination. Personally did not find the previous movies that good but perhaps that's because I read all the books before watching the movie. Knowing nothing about the movie actually helped alot becus it made it so much more interesting. Like I wasn't waiting for stuff to happen because I knew it was in the book OR waiting for stuff to happen that wasn't even in the film.

Overall I think this was my favourite out of all the Harry Potter movies, thus far. The theatre I went to see it in did not feel like IMAX, but maybe that's just because the one in Halifax was HUGE. We saw a little minature version of Jonah Hill and Harry Potter. Super adorable. Viv and I drew thunder bolts on our faces. I say faces because Viv would only let me draw it on her cheek. I had it on my forehead because I'm f'ing legit ! :D

On our way home, some custy men (who were like at least mid 20s) in Viv's neighbourhood were just sitting outside in their garage drinking/smoking. They kept whistling at us and calling us baby and sexy. It was so sketchy and why the fuck would you do that to your neighbours? Srsly. Grow the fuck up. It was bad enough when some Indians in her neighbourhood decided to smoke up in her freaking garage (and got her in trouble), but to make such inappropriate comments at your neighbours at like..11pm at night is just so rude.

Anyways, past few days has been fun. I have a sore throat 'cus for the passed two nights, viv and I ate nothing but junk food (mostly shrimp chips). Sleep time! Gotta go cleaning tmr!

Nighty nights!

P.S: mcbabblemouth/gigglez/bighead, glad I got to see you guys today! (:

WEEEE THE KINNNGSS was awesome :D I still haven't figured out what the concert was called but it was very fun. Day started off with no sleep for me because I'm retarded and got sucked into reading thie CCS fanfic. I couldn't stop myself! I haven't read a good one in so long! I only got to chapter 12 out of the 15 updated so I really wanted to finish. That made me late for bussing to Shirle'ys house. I think I may have broken her backyard door but..shhh let's not talk about that.

( WE THE KINGS ALL UP IN IT. )

Overall, a very good night. Totally worth the money and lack of sleep. :D

MMVAS was awesome! It was hot, sweaty, and filled with fangirly cries :D I loved every moment of it (or at least most of it) Seeing Nick Jonas made all the times when some crazed ladies boobs/arms/bareback was rubbing against me worth it ! Lady Gaga was pretty awesome as well (I mean her boobs exploded, how can she not be?). Kelly Clarkson was there and I was surprised by how much bigger she is in person than in the music videos, not that that's a problem or anything. I was just surprised. Billy Talent...omg. They were amazing, but did you know that they're all like..+30 years old?! Crazy! And Fergie was hot! Minus the crazy super long fake nails on one of her hands. That was random. Apparently Perez HIlton and Will.i.am got in a fight? Did not see it but Perez Hilton bitched like mad on Twitter. Weirdo. Also, where did the black girl in Girlicious go!? They announced them as the "new and improved" haha. I will put pictures up later because I'm lazy :P
GRADUATING IN...12 SOMEWHAT HOURS!
Gaaah! I should be sleeping :P But I can't!!! Donkey Kong 64 is so fun! (I am now on Level 2!) Not really nervous about the grad thing, just excited. (:


Btw: HAPPY BELATED BIRTHDAY akemilove  !!!
I know you saw my Facebook message but Lj is the right place for this!! Hope you had an awesome birthday and know that you are cooler than the Jonas brothers! without even trying!! :D (that is like..REALLY cool in my head)

I AM SO TIRED! T___T I can't wait until graduation. :D
I miss prom preparations and all that hype.
There is nothing to look forward to now.
Only dread for projects, summatives, and exams. ): 

Oh poop.

Oh but there is MMVAs and seeing Nick. (omg how cute was he today on the livechat?)
And the Pokemon party.
And Montreal?
Then the States.
Then College. Aiyah.

I dreamt about the poem that Simone read as valedictorian at our grade 8 grad last night. It was kind of weird and when I woke up, it was even weirder because the visuals for that dream were about a crazy man (he looked like Mr.Bean) who was playing evil tag with me.'

( Linda Ellis )

How funny was HIMYM tonight? Hehe season finale. It was so predictable that the wife would be in his class..but who is it D: I had like four Barney + Robin squee moments. Thought episode before was a bit more funny, but this ended off on a nice note. Can't wait for next season. No more shows to look forward to until then. Gotta catch up on my animes (TRC, xxxholic, ouran high, as well as some others I want to start), my Chinese soapies, and my English drama shows (Scrubs, 30 rock, The Office, and House). (: This summer is going to be awesome. I'm bummed out that if I go to the states with my family, I can't go to the Hey Monday or Warp concert. At least I'll be back to see We The Kings and All Time Low though. (: Twitter updates tell me that the JB concert is going well, hehe. They just finished their first concert in Lima, Peru. :D:D:D

I think by now, everyone has already done their fair share of complaining about high school, of the slow arrival of the last month or so, of prom, of grad, of projects, of tests and exams, of teachers etc  etc etc.

( the not best four years of my life )

Dog ran away from me today. Scared the crap out of me. I ran from my street all the way to Wismer chasing him. Thank god some man running with his husky caught him. BB was trying to pick a fight with the dog. Who is four times his size. (:

Tsubasa Shunraiki is out! Second Ep :D OFF I GO TO WATCH!

Woke up very late today. Still working on that..sleeping early thing (as you can tell by the time of this post). Both Karen and I woke up at like...7:40AM? So yes, I got to school very very late. Could tell Mr.Lorde was not at all pleased with me. Heh. Spent a lot of time sitting around and gossiping because of the school political stuff. Grade 12s do not get to vote so first period was extended. (: Which is fine by me because I love communication technologies class. Went to Holocaust and English where we proceeded to have lengthy conversations about Swine flu.
Spent the rest of my school day helping Shirley with her English presentation and spending "quality time" with Neha. ;)

Went to Mville for a bit with Shirley and Sam and then proceeded to go to FMP where I bought a pair of pants and a yummy buttermilk blueberry muffin (from starbucks).
Shirley and I watched Obsessed (with Beyonce and Ali Larter and Irdis something). Was an okay movie. Really suspenseful and I felt REALLY bad for both Beyonce and Irdis's characters! (Gee, I hope that's the actor's name). The ending was a bit weird because Ali Larter is so freaking....I don't want to give the spoiler away but...in Heroes...WHY WON'T SHE GO?! xD She always comes back! Like holy. Her parts are always so drawn out! Anyways, wasn't a bad movie. Beyonce was really ghetto in it, as expected.

17 Again was a good movie to watch. I mean...staring at Zac Efron trying to be the perfect gentleman boy...guy for like 2 hours? Mmm awesome. However I am positive boys like his character in the movie DO NOT exist. And if they do...well they must all be hiding in a cave from  the obsessive fangirls because I have yet to ever meet one. ): Hehe the movie is definitely going on my "to buy dvd" lists...along with Slumdog and some others that I don't remember.

Hope everyone is doing well and safe from the Swine Flu (and various other diseases and homework/tests)

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I'm tired of seeing this every day. Fucking Universities. You guys are such douche bags! T___T

1 - Bachelor of Science in Nursing:
Under Review

C'mon Ryerson! SHOW ME SOME LOVIN'!!! (:

I used to have a list of books that I was sure that I would eventually read. I don't know where that list went anymore and in a way, I'm kind of disappointed in myself. Where did all my time go? It's like I've become so tired of things that I used to love. It's like actual books became a chore and the only text I could stomach was Cosmo/trashy movie guide magazines. I mean, I enjoy those too but..it's not the same.

When did I give up and stop challenging myself?

I really need to start going to school.

Drank water today. Check.
Done my homework. Check.
Read a chapter of...something. Will do!
7-8 hours of sleep. MUST DO.
Posted on my livejournal. done done and dooooone.

Today's emotional Thursday. (: Izzie's been getting really sick. I'm ready for a real good cry tonight.

I LOVE YOU GUYS!
Thanks for the birthday wishes and the kind words when I was feeling low and crappy! I'm on my sisters laptop right now so can't really check my flist properly, but thanks guys! *GLOMPS*

Btw, loving the present so far :D
and HAPPY BIRTHDAY DEV PATEL! hehe

( TOTAL SPAZ RANT. IGNORE ME.  )

*DEEP, SLOW BREATHS*
Woo now I feel so much better.

So this is my prom dress (:
I know it's not the most prom-like dress out there, but I really like it.
I hope no one gets the same prom dress as me cause that would really bum me out!

Lately I've been sleeping way too late for it to be any good for my health. There's just so much to do in a day and there isn't enough time. I took a  "nap" at 6pm today and it turned out more like sleeping. I woke up at 12-1ish and was totally confused. It felt like when I enter stores and come out completely lost. I have the worst sense of direction. I was so disoriented.

I lied in bed for like 5 minutes and then it hit me that I:
A. Did not finish all my homework - I had done some before taking my nap but then I didn't really finish.
B. Completely missed my dinner or even the constant screaming of my parents for me to go eat dinner.
C. I MISSED MY MONDAY NIGHT TV SHOWS! - House, Heroes, How I Met Your Mother ):

Now as I type my stummy keeps grumbling. I can't go eat because my dad is sleeping on the couch in the living room and if get food he'll wake up. He wakes up for work at about 5AM so I guess I'll just skip dinner tonight. I need to lose some weight for Prom anyways. haha. Prom is stressing. It's worst than applying for Uni/College cause at least for that, you're the one asking and waiting for a reply. It's so much easier to send a letter to an establishment and hope for your acceptance than to ask a stupid boy to Prom. It's all so over rated.(:

My birthday is in 3 days :D Not that it matters because I am not turning 19 which is the age I have to be to call into Z103.5FM in order to win the Jonas Brother trip contest thing! Why the hell would they use that age when clearly most of JB fans are well under 18 (Like me!)?

Hm, it feels weird to be this old. Don't you just miss the days when liking someone meant that you invited them to play four square with you? Or when homework was like this: "square, triangle, square, triangle; what comes next?". It was never about the people in your classes - that you thought were completely innocent and intelligent - going to wild march break parties and doing things that you would only think exists in pornos (probably ones that are titled Weapons Of Ass Destruction!). You also were not aware that pornos had such FUNNY titles! Revenge of the Shit: The All Anal Final Chapter? Oh man. Cracks me up.

Bah! Life.

Haven't posted in ages, and suddenly, here I am posting at 6:47AM. The girl who misses school because she couldn't be bothered to wake up. Well the solution was that I didn't even sleep tonight. I got caught up reading PS. I love you and then by the time I finished the book it was already 6:30AM, so I figured meeeeeh, might as well get ready for school. (Yeah, I don't expect you to understand this logic) CEPPPPT now I'm starting to feel dead tired. I think it's the fast flickering of the computer monitor that is lulling  me to sleep..unconsciously.

Hum, something about staying up all night that makes me incredibly hungry and thirsty. I always crave something REALLY cold and fruity. Like super cold Nestea or Fruitopia. Got none of that...so I guess I'll go make a smoothie or something later on. Tea or coffee would probably help, but really not in the mood for that.

Don't even know what I'm livejournaling about anymore. (Have 3 tests tmr and a presentation!!)
Hope everyone has a splendid day!! (:

(HA! I can see Mr.Lorde's face now when I show up to class early...for once)